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[Mar. 5th, 2009|11:11 am] |
"One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty, post anonymously if you want. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are." |
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[Jul. 10th, 2008|02:57 pm] |
Following C's suit, and showin' off one of the cutest freakin' cats in the world.
( Mah Baybee )
That's the love of my life. Always has been, always will be. Couldn't ask for a better humancat. She's a humancat, because she thinks she's human [she'll still on a bar stool next to me and talk to me]. Also, at times, when I look at her, there is nothing feline about her. Her whole existence seems more human than feline. The way her face settles. The way she talks to me. It's hard to explain. Maybe those of you who've had cats a good chunk of your life will understand. |
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| more a note for myself, than anything |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|06:06 pm] |
Albums I want from iTunes (or on hand):
-Raw Power/Iggy Pop
-The Weirdness/The Stooges
-The Man Who Sold The World/David Bowie
-Horses/Patti Smith
-Transformer/Lou Reed
-Fresh Fruit for Rotting Vegetables/The Dead Kennedys
-Give Me Convieniance of Give Me Death/The Dead Kennedys
-anything by the Descendents
-Out of Step/Minor Threat
-13 Songs/Fugazi
-Psychocandy/The Jesus and Mary Chain
-Badlands/The Jesus and Mary Chain
-Automatic/The Jesus and Mary Chain
-Honey's Dead/The Jesus and Mary Chain
-Unknown Pleasures/Joy Division
-Still/Joy Division
-Murder Ballads/Nick Cave & The Bads Seeds
For now, that should take care of my original and 80's punk needs, as well as my "alternative" and whatever else you would classify these people and bands as.
Updated list later.
Yes, this outgoing, sweetfaced, bubbly gal lives for punk music, as it is the best sh*t ever. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2007|03:16 am] |
in heat she rises
wings outstretched
as wide as that space
between her legs
quivering awaiting
the solidity of your
love |
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| why do i cry everytime i read this? |
[May. 2nd, 2007|11:01 pm] |
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
-ee cummings |
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| RIP Vonnegut. |
[Apr. 12th, 2007|12:30 pm] |
Dude, you were a kickass writer and you shall be missed.
I will smoke a cigarette and find some tap dancing aliens to hang out with in your memory.
Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
So it goes... |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 9th, 2007|03:16 pm] |
Happy birthday to me, bitches.
I'm 25, ya'lls! |
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| Need book suggestions |
[Dec. 26th, 2006|03:02 pm] |
I am making my list of books to read in the next year. Based on the community "50 book challenge" I am attempting to read 50 books by December 31st of 2008. While that challenge calls for 50 books read in one year, I'm giving myself two years to do so. That way I can take my time reading them and actually enjoy reading them.
So far, I have 48 books on my list. I need two more.
Everyone, leave me suggestions.
And, I absolutely refuse to read The Life of Pi or The DaVinci Code or anything remotley similar to those, because I find those books to be (a) uninteresting and uncaptivating, and (b) full of shit and poorly written [mainly the DVC - read the first pages and wanted to kick it across the room].
So, just fire away folks. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2006|02:33 am] |
call me cheesy (which i know a lot of people already do)...
but i love my friends.
friends, as in those people who have stuck by my side forever and still love me and still feel comfortable to be around, even if there are long periods of time between physical contact (I almost spelled it with an f...).
i love my friends. i love the people who love me just as much in return.
those are some bombass people. |
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| written two days before we split. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|03:08 am] |
She sat in the corner, hoping no one would see her. The mascara from yesterday's date was almost gone. Little flakes sat in the corner of her eyes. She sat in a cloud of smoke, not her own, mind you. This smoke diffused the sadness around her mouth.
Endless mugs of stale coffee went cold in front of her. She kept throwing them out and getting refilled.
She kept getting refilled...
With each moment, an imprint is made. A memory is formed - a memory never forgotten, though often overlooked. Each time she hurts, she makes a note. With that hurt comes a power you can never have.
Try and take it, but it shall never be yours. |
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| persian roses and fortune cookies. |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|12:30 am] |
Falling in and out of love maybe is the best thing I have done in my life. Here it is, through the confusion and sweet smell of roses, I realise that I'm better suited to be alone... Without another half.
I am whole, just as I am.
Earlier today, I came across the fortune I got the day we parted: Your smile makes everyone realise that the world is a lovely and beautiful place.
And, what more did I need? That's probably why I didn't cry or yell. That's probably why I had nothing to say. I knew it was over and there was nothing left to say to make you understand.
At the end of the day, all I need is a cup of wild berry tea, a fresh rose, a piece of chocolate, and Bob Dylan. I don't need you, or anyone, to make me feel complete.
I loved you. Once...
And, I'll love you forever. Maybe. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|01:42 pm] |
Haha!
I got my first acceptance letter today. CSU East Bay (Hayward, for you old farts). Sure, not one of my top choices, but a start nonetheless. And, it is in the Bay Area.
It is a possibility, if San Jose or San Francisco don't work out (although, I believe in the faith I have that at least one of them will).
YAY! Go me. |
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| belief |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|08:31 pm] |
Belief makes things real
Makes things feel, feel alright
Belief makes things true
things like you, you and I
Tonight you rest in my mind
When you came to my defense
With a knife in the shape of your mouth
In the form of your body
With the wrath of a God
Oh you stood by me
Belief builds from scratch
Doesn't have to relax
It doesn't need space
Long live the Queen
And I'll be the King
In the colour of grace
Oh tonight you rest in my mind
When you came to my defense
With a knife in the shape of your mouth
In the form of your body
With the wrath of a God
Oh you stood by me, Belief
I'm gonna yell it from the roof tops
I'll wear a sign on my chest
That's the least I can do, its the least I can do
Tonight you rest in my mind
When you came to my defense
With a knife in the shape of your mouth
In the form of your body
With the wrath of a God
Oh you stood by me
And I'll stand by mine, belief
-Gavin DeGraw |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 28th, 2006|01:01 am] |
i better get my period soon or i'm going to shoot someone, then proceed to tear out my brain.
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| that's it |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|01:56 am] |
screw going months without a period.
i'd rather that than be overly agitated and depressed and have expanding hips because of the estrogen overload.
so, peace out fuckin' birth control pills.
i didn't take one today and i already feel better. |
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